Gift to the World

I view my presence as a gift to everyone I’m around. When I am around family, friends, or even strangers, I am improving their lives, making them happier, increasing their consciousness.

Part of the reason I feel this way is that I am self-sufficient. There’s nothing I need from anyone, I am completely okay by myself.

When I see people fearing loneliness, I think they should actually experience it and get comfortable with it. There’s nothing wrong with loneliness. Being lonely taught me my self-worth. I appreciate my humor, my courage, my independence, my child-like idealism, my ability to see the big picture.

(Some may question my ability to see the big picture, considering I have been unemployed three years and have been living on savings. “What if you run out of money and starve or are forced to work when you are old and sick?”, they ask. Well, we all die. Instead of working hard to collect this invention of mankind called “money”, I choose to make the world a better place for all beings.)

Brad once told me that he views sex as a great experience he gives girls. (As opposed to how the mainstream views sex as something a man takes from a woman.) I used to think his belief was a trick to remove neediness; now I realize how healthy this attitude truly is.