18 year old virgin no more
Last night I texted the 18 year old virgin from last week, “I think I just saw your twin” She texts back and I call her. I tell her about my adventures shopping for $1,000 jackets. She talks about how she’s pissed off at her family. I’m getting bored of the conversation and she seemed distracted. I didn’t seem to have enough momentum to set up a date, so I told her I have to get going. Then she says, “wait!” and whispers, “come visit me Friday!” I keep it cool, teasing her that that’s the only time she’ll be out of the house. She then says she’s got class tomorrow too. We set up plans for lunch, then I continue teasing her some more before hanging up, to not make it seem like all I wanted to do was set up the date.
I tested how compliant she was by telling her to meet me here instead of going to her school. She texted me back, “fine”. It’s interesting how building compliance affects things. Since she puts so much effort into meeting me, she rationalizes that she must like me. Plus she gets into the habit of obeying me, reducing any resistance when I try to fuck her.
We met up and grabbed lunch at a place nearby. I debated just eating leftovers in the fridge but decided it would seem too tacky and it’s better that we go to multiple places than have her think I just want to fuck.
In the middle of eating her mom texts her to go home. She’s upset but texts her back ok. I realize I’m running out of time already so we pay and leave.
I pull her to the apartment. She whines that she has to go home, her mom will kill her, but I control the conversation, insisting that I have to go home to mail a letter and changing topic immediately.
Eventually we get back to my place. She says she’s not going to take off her boots. I tell here whatever. I turn on the music, we start kissing, I take her shirt and bra off. I tell her to take off her boots, she says no and that she thinks she might be on the rag anyway. I start undoing her laces, she says, “no, don’t take off my boots! There’s a zipper on the side!” Her horniness is winning.
Boots come off, so do her pants. She’s really on the rag, it’s kinda gross. So I avoid her pussy and graze the rest of her body with my hands, basically sending tickling sensations to her. Get her all worked up, stealthily slip on a condom, slowly get into fucking position, and put it near her pussy. She senses impending penetration, then asks me “can we not do this?” I tell her, “I’m going to keep trying, it’s your job to resist.” She says, “please…[I am so horny I can't stop you]” She’s saying this but her legs are wrapped around me instead of pushing me away.
So I go ahead. Slowly. She says it hurts so I stop but I don’t pull out, continuing to kiss her and stimulate her. Eventually her body relaxes and she starts grinding against me. I start fucking her again, slowly, while biting her and pulling her hair. She loves it.
After we’re done she tries to work out the fact that she’s no longer a virgin. I frame it as a positive experience and continue to caress her so she doesn’t feel used or something. She says some of her friends cried afterward, so I said their first experiences probably sucked, the guy probably didn’t know what they were doing. She wanted to leave but I told her to stay in bed for a few more minutes, then told here we should get going. With such a submissive girl it is so easy to automatically be dominant, I want to keep this habit with other girls as well.
To build trust and comfort I took the train with her to the bus stop. Along the way we debriefed each other. Apparently the first thing she noticed was my hair, even though it was super greasy that day, and that I was cute. She told me that there are literally 20 guys who want to take her virginity, like it’s some prize. But in the end I got it because I never asked. I imagine those other guys were like Darrel: “can I have your virginity? Can I have it? Can I?” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTFZyl7hfBw
Lessons learned:
- make your own logistics. I told her to come to me, so pulling her was easy. Especially when her mom told her to go home, it might have been impossible to drag her back to my place if we didn’t start right here.
- frame control. She kept bringing up her mom but I kept her brain too busy to think about going home, which she didn’t want to do anyway.
- listen to her body language, not her words