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Day 61/360: Gay Club with Guru

Brad’s guru friend was in town and wanted a wing. I meet him at his hotel. We bounce to a few places.

I open two girls upon entering the bar. Sex last week. Doesn’t work well. She tells me to keep going around. I leave.

He says he likes big dance clubs so I take him to the biggest club in the area. We easily get in for $10. It’s packed! Sweet, he must be happy.

Then we realize it’s gay night.

We walk around and explore the place. He’s having a blast, he’s never been at a gay club before. We sit and chat.

Eventually he pushes me into sets. He points out a girl sitting on a box. I hesitate for a minute. Sex last week, I run the contingencies. Smart tests, smart/hot/rich. She says her best attribute are her tits. I ask if they are real. She says yeah, so I test them. They’re real. 8 girlfriends. She says she’s got 2 girlfriends. I ask her to be my 9th girlfriend. She says for tonight? I said yes. She says she likes girls. I should have absurdified. Interest was lost at that point. I say I like girls too. I lose her. I walk away.

The rest of the night I am a complete pussy and do not approach anything. Guys were rubbing against us and squeezing our asses as they walked by, so we leave.

It was cool hanging with Brad’s friend. I grabbed a girl’s tits within 2 minutes. My anxiety was caused by sitting around instead of approaching immediately. It was weird approaching in front of Brad’s friend but that’s bullshit, since he does the same thing.