Day 44/360: Late Night Solo

Woke up really really late. Got out of the house at 2 a.m. Walked around, determined to learn.

I’ve come to realize that I’m here to learn. Yes, it’d be cool to fuck some girls, but I’m here to improve myself so that I can do so. My long-term goal is to improve my skill set, and the only way to do that is to approach.

Anyway, with that mindset, I approached almost everything I could tonight. Still had a little bit of retarded fear in me, but I made the best of what I could tonight.

116. C<5: Walking older lady, cotton candy. Chatted about how everything closes here at 2, tried an identity hook about where I'm from but no, did not hook. Got bored of the conversation and she wasn't my type, eject.

117. B: Guy and girl walking, cotton candy. They stopped for a moment, thought I was weird, walked around me. Weirdos.

118. C<5: Two guys and two girls sitting at bus stop, cotton candy. Chatted a little about what's available to do at this time of night. They gave me a few suggestions. Didn't want to continue, girls weren't hot and seemed to be with boyfriends.

119. C<5: Walking guy, cotton candy. (I was running out of girls.) Answered my question straightforwardly. Walked away.

I wasn’t originally going to go out, I was just going to do some online game. Luckily Martyr shamed me into going out by comparing me to our mutual friend. Thanks!

B: 1
C<5: 3