Day 35/360: Flake, Flake, Low State

No, not the infamous double flake reversal. Double booked accidentally, but they were timed apart enough that I figured I could get away with it, in case they both came through. No such thing happened.

Hell girl told me yesterday to call her today at 3 to confirm. “Oh, we were supposed to meet today! Sorry I forgot!” How unoriginal. I wound up playing Wii Fit and going for a run (another 3 miles!).

Half-Japanese girl never showed up, and I wound up reading Dracula by myself at the tea shop for 45 minutes.

Mr. S, Nomad, and I went out. Couldn’t get into the first place. Nomad and I walked to the second place. Nomad talked to two girls with a guy. It was quickly determined that he wasn’t either of their boyfriend. Nomad latched onto one, I latched onto the other. I interacted with the guy a few times, since I was winging him. The girl was hot but way too drunk to pass smart tests. Cat routine, but she said she doesn’t shed, I can pull as hard as I want. I yanked her hair but I couldn’t go for a kiss. Talk came dangerously close to being platonic: I almost asked her where she’s from. I did spank her once I got the excuse to call her a bad girl. In retrospect I should have did palm reading or something more emotional and physical than verbal. We tried to get them into a bar where I knew the door guy and the bartender, but the door guy said she was too drunk. The guy friend got pissed, pulled my girl away and accused her of drinking too much and fucking things up. Totally ruined the mood. I tried to calm things down, but they eventually went home.

Lots of anxiety throughout the night.

62. C<5: Saw two Asian girls at the bar. Sex last week, no it wasn't her but they loved it. Creatively ejected because they were Asian.

63. B: Saw a girl at the bar, sex last week. No it wasn’t her. Then she told me, “I think you should walk away now.” I responded, “No, I like it here. The ambiance is great.” She left.

Anxiety for the rest of the night as well.

For some reason I was really tired tonight. Maybe all the running, maybe all the flaking. Bleh. Well, for the girls I did talk to, the first one loved me and the second one I stood my ground. Gotta approach more though.

B: 1
C<5: 1