Day 32/360: Solo Game at Rocker Club, LMR

Started late again. In the interests of saving money, I decided to walk along the local rock clubs. Unfortunately I did not open anything.

Drove to another rocker club, which I was starting to dislike because I worried that the same people would be there and it was loud and blahblahblah. Yes, creative avoidance, I see you. But it was free entrance, and surprisingly the bouncer recognized me. So I guess I won’t have trouble getting in anymore.

38. C<5: Saw a girl standing by the bathroom by herself. Sex last week, she cracked up. Demanded her name, she gave it. I gave mine. She questioned if it was my real name, because lots of Asians don't have Americanized names. I questioned if her name was real. Some guy came out of the bathroom, she immediately tells him about sex last week. I played along for a bit. I lost momentum. Both of them gravely stared at me. I called them out on it, saying it's as though I have a tentacle coming out of my head. The band started playing Bulls on Parade, which was infinitely more interesting than the stares I was getting, so I left them and rocked out.

39. C>5 P: Saw a tall girl with lip piercings by herself, sex last week. Completely unreactive. She said she didn’t know me. Cat routine, smart tests, smart/hot/rich, 8 girlfriends. She agreed to be my girlfriend #9. We talked about snowboarding; she was a snowboarding instructor as well, and gave me her number so we could go together. I asked if she had other piercings, she pointed to her left nipple, which I then touched and said, “Nice.” We talked some more, she said she had to meet some friends, told me to text her. We hugged, and I went for a kiss. It almost missed, but I recovered. We made out for a while, she left.

Later I walked around and ran into her again. I accused her of following me around.

I walked around and ran into her again, and said, “Now you’re definitely following me around!” She said she was going to the bathroom, I refused to believe it. Grabbed her, made out. I stopped and told her to go to the bathroom. She said we’ll continue later. I walked away to watch the band but within range so she could see me when she got out.

She came out, I asked her if she knew where to get cotton candy. She couldn’t hear me. I took her hand and pulled her out of the venue. Once outside, she asked what I said, I used the cotton candy opener. She said if I were hungry we could go to a diner, which I agreed. But she said it was still early and she wanted to rock some more. Okay, 45 more minutes. We went back in.

Made out next to the bar. I found out she walked here and she has three roommates here. My plan was to isolate her as long as possible. I said let’s go somewhere where we can hear each other. I pulled her to a quiet seated area. We chatted, shared identity stories. After she described some cool stuff I told her she looked so hot and made out some more. I did this several times until the staff kicked us out. By then her roommates were nowhere to be found. I said I’m parked right around the corner, let’s go to the diner.

We drove to the diner. I chose a booth so we could sit next to each other. She actually suggested that we sit side by side. We chatted, made out, repeat. I mentioned the projector at our place and a movie that I supposedly hadn’t watched yet. Actually, it’s been so long I have forgotten it. I said I really want to watch it tonight, now that she mentioned it, but she said she had work in the morning. I said she has to check out the projector, it’s awesome.

She didn’t have any money, but she assured me that she would pay me back as soon as she got money from her parents next week. I told her okay, she owes me a dinner.

We got to the car, she asked if I knew how to drive to her place, I said let me show you the projector real quick. She said we could see it tomorrow when we watch the movie, unless I really wanted to. I reiterated that the projector’s awesome, it’s two blocks away, let’s go. So we went.

Once we got to the house I introduced her to the bar. I didn’t offer her a drink. Stupid. Anyway, we got to the living room. I showed her the bean bag chair and threw her on it, then landed next to it. We enjoyed it for a few seconds before I landed on top of her.

As I was escalating I realized I should have tried to get her to take her boots off. They would be impossible for me to take off quickly. Still, we made out and I grabbed her all over for about an hour. She kept saying, “You’ve got three weeks, no need to rush, you’ll see me, if you wish.” I’m surprised she kept saying, “you’ll see me, if you wish”. She said she used to be fat so I guess that low self esteem stayed somewhat. I couldn’t get her thick stockings off, and every time I tried to finger her she grabbed my hand. Oh well.

We made plans to meet tomorrow after she gets off work, showers, and takes a nap. I texted her after I dropped her off to make sure she didn’t give me a fake number. Yes, very late, but she texted me back immediately.

Ugh, I only did two approaches. =P

Being authoritative by acting pissed off is working well for me. I’ve been approaching less because acting like I’m pissed off lowers my state, so I need to manage my state like this: be happy and in the moment, and when I see a girl I want to approach, become pissed off, sex last week, stack. Tweaking my own emotions is interesting.

C<5: 1
C>5: 1
P: 1