Apathy

While the rest of the world is running around, cramming as much information into their tiny, unwilling heads as possible, I am here. I am sitting on my fat ass, doing nothing. I am procrastinating.

I have lost my will to care for anything a long time ago. I care for social injustice, I care for the environment, I care for my personal programming projects. But I don’t care about school any longer.

I don’t want to study unless I feel like it’s really applicable to me. I don’t want to cram just because I have a test. I don’t want to study at all, I want to experience. I want to learn but not for that shit you call knowledge, but for the possibility of using it, to improve conditions overall, to do something no one else has.

I suppose I am just questioning the meaning of life, one final exam at a time.